Tuesday, April 14, 2009

whatever is on my mind

One wonders why people feel the need to write stuff.... i guess its inspirational in a way. I never got that personally even though i do enjoy reading blogs every now & then ..n' have the utmost respect for anyone who is creative with words & can just pen dwn exactly what they have in mind. But as for me... I never thought i'll get around to it ...ever.. simply b'coz i didn't think i had it in me! Well today i decided to put myself to test.
Whats on top of my mind right now... is why in the world do i find it so difficult to Sleep? I never slept even for a minute last night! And ones i do get around to it & finally get some sleep.. Why do i find it sooo darn difficult to wake up! I guess most people relate to the latter portion of the above statement. But my lil condition is very close to Insomnia... I've tried many things like going to bed early, (even though i'll be lying wide awake for hours b4 i get some sleep) .. i reduced the over intake of coffee.. tried counting sheeps n' stars & what not in my mind.. n' i even tried avoiding coffee all together at one point. Nothing wrked.
My conclusion is there is no cure to this.. as i'm a "day dreamer" at night! yeah.. weird but true.. things that go through my mind at night ..right when i'm trying to sleep.. Old memories and new re fuels my thought process.. which eventually leads to other trains of thought! I have to say if I was blogging in bed while trying to sleep.. i may have couple of best sellers by now. hehe... well if only.. but i'm not even tempted to start that practice as it will only keep me awake all night.
well on that note..with no end in sight..yet hoping to get a better night sleep tonight I bid good bye for now.

Sleep tight folks

1 comment:

  1. Interesting read.. Have that this same issue.. But just may be a couple of times I guess.. :)

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